Like I say in the about page, the madness never completely left. Something happened to me recently, though. Something strange and perhaps wonderful. The theory goes, that back in 1991, the LSD, pot, and porn caused the right side of my brain to be knocked unconscious. The visions I saw and voices I heard were simply my right brain, dreaming.
Just two months ago, it either woke up or is now waking up. With it comes the urges, the old urges for drugs and sex, the lack of the Christianity I've cultivated, a mind solely out for the gratification of the senses, which was what I was back then. The thing is, I feel better. The medication I've been taking — I've started taking only half a pill instead of a whole one, and where previously this meant sleeplessness and increase of the little madness left, I feel fine.
It's pretty far-fetched. Half my brain, knocked out? For ten years? I dunno. Something happened, though.
peter millett
5:43pm wednesday, 7th april
1/2 your brain knocked out for 10 years? You're right- utter nonsense. If it was true, your docs would know about it. Interesting aside though- Dolphins sleep with half their brain at a time. (I saw it on the discovery chanel)- bet the bible doesn't mention this miracle...