What do you do when you realize that your dreams are coming true? Let me tell you, it can be a frightening thing. I’m finally beginning to start my own business, going to do for money what I’ve been working at as a hobby for over 5 years now. I’ve become a company in the eyes of New York State, and I’ve even got business cards printed. But it is to rush headlong into the unknown this feels like, sometimes. Mostly, I’m calm, cool, and collected, dealing with whatever comes as it comes. Really, it’s going quite well. Perhaps the only thing I fear is fear itself, and this would be a good thing — but truly, switching lanes into the one with no posted speed limit is a heady thing. The rush can be terrifying, dizzying, frantic — and incredibly fulfilling. I guess there’s only one thing you can do: charge!
Reflection
2:38am saturday, 24th february
Whats a good Phillip K. Dick book to read?I've never read any of his stuff.
Stand
3:35am saturday, 24th february
The Man in the High Castle is my personal favorite.
Reflection
4:09am saturday, 24th february
I'm going to check that out.I just read an interview awhile back he did.I think he knew alot about certain things, and found writing sci-fi was a good way to tell about them under the radar.I didn't know he wrote totall recall.I think he was way ahead of his time.I'm gonna check that book out.Thanks...ps.Its not gonna make me go into a schizo paranoidic freakout by reading it is Stand.
Reflection
8:36pm saturday, 24th february
I'll give you an example of how weird my life is Stand.Today I took my guitar I'm putting together down the street to a guitar shop luthier to get it fixed.My guitar is a custom piece I've been working on for about a year.It has chinese like style dragons inlayed on the neck.In the U.S. it is extremely uncommon.After leaving the guitar shop I stopped at a discount beverage store I've seen for about 5 years but never have visited.Its right down the street.I stopped there after the guitar shop, and there was this chinese lady working there.(I think she owns it).She had this cool chinese music playing in the background.I asked her where she was from and she said Beijing, China.I went outside and brought my guitar in and showed it to her, and she thought it was really cool.In China the dragon is considered good.In christianity bad.Go figure?.....Its almost like this every day......About a week ago I was at blockbuster getting a couple of movies.I had two I really, really wanted, and I picked up the illusionist(Movie), and thought about getting it, but I usually only get two, If I even go there.So I'm almost 99% sure I put the illusionist movie back.I get to the counter and even after I've paid the bill I still didn't recognize I had the illusionist movie and one of the other ones.I went back and got the other one of the two I wanted, and ended up getting all three.I'm glad I had experience with acid when I was younger.
reflection
9:36pm saturday, 24th february
always trust yourself.Is there any reason for suffering?
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