we were mute here standing at the turning of the tide
the doomsayer died, and no one was left to foretell of the end
we walked on, forgetting, until we no longer had faces
till our feet bled what we had dreamed, out in the wilderness
bald with pride we stood against the rushing of the river
fierce in longing we prayed for the rains to recognize our pain
we wondered if to bathe in light would wash us our sins
here beyond the limits of the imaginary city, the dream of home
and standing alone, we kept watch over the infant visions
none to know except that he were the conduit of the electric fate
we burned in wonder, and lit a million candles, and hoped
drenched in dreaming, to find our way back to the word of life
would we stand in the path of the great wave of time?
inflicted with a thousand deaths as the yawn of eons boomed?
yet the architecture of night will crack, dawn glimmer
we remember the dream, the tip of forever in that single kiss
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10:52pm friday, 13th april
I heard a quote today.All I read are quotes anymore.Someone said a friend is someone you can call at 4 in the morning.I think a friend is someone you can call at 4 in the morning running naked in the streets of New York.(ha, ha,ha,)......My mom told me they (my parents) were driving and a man was laying in the middle of the street.My dad got out and the guy said "I don't want to live anymore.", and my dad helped him to the sidewalk.........This is a question I've been pondering.My Grandfather.The nicest person you would ever want to meet, is 96 or 7, and is really losing his mind.As far as doing drugs, and dealing with mental issues, I would have to say he has been free from them.Although at the same time, I feel if you lose your mind, you really lose yourself.I don't think its good that a good person should lose their mind.I think thats who you are.This is a deep question Stand,I would like your opinion.Thanks
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10:53pm friday, 13th april
I forgot to say my Grandfather is starting to really lose his mind.
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12:06am saturday, 14th april
The only reason I said this was, I've been where I was losing my mind.I was scared as shit.
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1:17am saturday, 14th april
The trick on the trumpet is, you want to muffle it.You want to get your sound.Or else it was in vain.
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2:10am saturday, 14th april
I'm gonna lose my mind in a split second.Actually before.Anybody who reads this knows they are being taped. Because this is the
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4:14am saturday, 14th april
I don't Believe it is right to fuck with people.My philosophy is right.Just by trusting myself.There are powers beyond, they only breathe if challenged.
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