You know, I didn't find God — God found me. Or another way to put it is that I wasn't looking for Him, but He is what I found. I feel like I am a leaf in the wind at times, and I don't know where I'd be without the Hand to guide me, to lead me. The following is a quote about how I believe I always should be, and in moments of lucidity what I feel I have become:
"Make me what Thou wouldst have me. I bargain for nothing. I make no terms. I seek for no previous information whither Thou art taking me. I will be what Thou wilt make me, and all that Thou wilt make me. I say not, I will follow Thee whithersoever Thou goest, for I am weak, but I give myself to Thee, to lead me anywhither."
- John Henry Newman
I deeply regret, sometimes, many things of what I once was, but I make no apology for many things of what I am today. To God, the victory.
Serena190
5:42am thursday, 29th november
*smiles* Beautiful. That truly comforts me, those words. May the Lord guide me, lead me to a better place...*sighs softly*
Serena190