I don’t know what it is. I’ve been on again off again with the cold medicine, only when I have symptoms do I imbibe, but the day after, or maybe the next day, I come down with a crushing depression. Really, it’s hard to get anything done. What the heck is this? Is it really that I’ve recently been pining away for the ex-girlfriend who broke up with me a year and a half ago? Yeah, I’ve been thinking about her, but it’s like she’s broken up with me like on every other day. I’ve come down from cold medicine highs before, and it was never this bad. Yet somehow I still might believe that this is all chemically induced, not really having to do with psychology. I wonder what the heck this is. And if there is some therapy for it, that does not take more time in the day than I have to spare...
