I make too much of the patterns I perceive. I think it’s like the song, Overkill: “I can't get to sleep / I think about the implications / Of diving in too deep / And possibly the complications / Especially at night / I worry over situations / I know will be alright / It’s just overkill”. Seriously, one must chill if he sees the metaperception that he himself seems to be trippin’ on this phenomenon, or that. Hard to shake oneself free from such rides, sometimes, however. I understand, je comprends. Letting go is a skill that takes years of practice, I have found. Strange thing that I have found is that when you do let go, the good things hold on, and the bad things are left behind. As if there were an invisible hand behind all this, that knows better. *wink*