Finally, in this life, do I feel like I’m getting a clue. As to why things are why they are — enough not to drive me up the wall — what means something and what is vacant of meaning, what to practice and what to ignore, a feeling that I know what I am capable of. This is like getting a new lease on life. Now that I feel like I know what I’m doing, maybe I’ll be able to accomplish something on purpose. So far, all the best things in my life have been by accident, and perhaps more will come in this fashion, but one believes that chances will arise for me to believe in something until it happens, to work at something until the thing is done. Maybe to one day to create something that I can call a masterpiece, but this might be getting ahead of myself. I often felt I got waylaid in my early adulthood, but truly, this was merely the way I traveled to get here, where I am now. Count it all joy.
Reflection
7:36pm thursday, 10th march
There are no clues.....Everything can rationally be solved by science......
Stand
6:11pm friday, 11th march
No, there will always be something beyond the reach of the rational.
Reflection
Stand