this moment has passed from one dreaming to the next
slipped from the tongue the taste that made me believe
to the eleventh degree, to feel the burn of time
as the winds of change continued through my veins
wired into the bare metal behind the curtain of night
to fathom the rushing horde of armed information:
now i have returned to myself a beggar and a spy
where the horizon reveals where the sky is leaking
what calculations may transform the darkness to light
i humbly beseech the smallness of my heart of hearts
to find in what is forgotten the answer to saving
and there, in the closeness: what love had whispered
and i had been too large to hear, too swift to get
Reflection
4:10pm thursday, 1st march
Hey meeting today at the fourth star sector terminal. Human stupidity is at an all time high. The federation is going to discuss the polarity of the diffusion process of designing a virus to eradicate the morons on this planet and make it more hospitable. Also the idea of just blowing the whole planet up altogether with a laser beam from star 6 in the android delta sector......Meeting is at 8pm...free drinks and finger food.......
Later
Stand
6:55pm thursday, 1st march
That's when my lobotomy is scheduled, sorry. Can't make it.
Reflection
11:07pm thursday, 1st march
Maybe you have already had a lobotomy and just don't know it?..I think we all should have been made with see through heads..That would be cool..Like a glass head so we can see our brains and stuff. I'm gonna ask God about that next time we're playing cards and smoking cigars..
Reflection
11:16pm thursday, 1st march
On a side note..5 months with no meds and feeling fine. I have beaten the dragon with my hands tied behind my back , walking through flames and fire with the devil and his servants hovering over every single move......Bring it on motherfuckers!........My turn!.....The coin has flipped to the other side.....Lord have mercy!
Reflection
1:31am friday, 2nd march
Ok Stand its that time again......Time to remember those weed smoking psychedelic trippy times..This song and video should do it....Hey, ever went surfing on acid?..Its pretty cool..Put it on your bucket list........Shaka!
Playing both sides for so long.
I have not decided which I like best.
I can tell as the wind blows, it really doesn't matter. To and fro, here and there. I've gone beyond that. No more playing the game we all play, but keep in secret. I could care less. Therefore I am free. No longer a prisoner of my own mind.
Reflection
Stand
Reflection