The portents speak of news that shall come forthwith. Something is about to happen. I have seen in the signs that in the end, all will be well, but I cannot now see by what path the winds of fate may blow me that such a result could occur. But who are we to know the purposes of God? The last lesson He taught me, before the drama now unfolding were current, was to trust in Him, whatever may try and shake me. An apt lesson, well timed, for I was struck just after I had decided to do so with an intense reason to doubt all. It is an immaculate pattern that pervades my life, from all looks of it, one thing leads to another. The fit is exquisite. If I am not meant to go on this course, there have been a terrific number of coincidences — how am I not to believe a larger hand is at work? We shall see what we shall see. I have found, if nothing else comes of things, I am left with a great story to tell. This, I have generally surmised, is itself a sort of sign, saying, life: you’re doing it right.
Reflection
2:37pm wednesday, 14th march
Will the Goddess Andromeda appear in thin air and catch Jesus in mid flight on his dimensional path? Will Thor rise up against Osiris in a clash of ancient destruction? Will Lucifer call all his angels to one final battle? Will Buddha just stare and watch at it all? Will the easter bunny defend his kingdom of yellow chickens from the wickedness of the big bad wolf? Will someone squeeze the charmin?...............
Reflection
4:46pm wednesday, 14th march
Why is nature so unkind?..Why are some creatures carnivorous and some not?..Why do most animals live in constant fear of being attacked?...Why do poverty, wars, and famine run rampant among the earth but tv paints a picture of such a happy life. Bobby coming home after school, and his mom preparing a snack in the kitchen. People drinking beer and having a good ole time watching the game, etc,etc.......Why are there major catastrophes over and over and over? Why do people still go to church and praise almighty loving gods, even though you would think the gods would be over all the ass kissing bullshit by now. I'm calling bullshit on all this crap..Its all crap....I ain't gonna post anymore or even visit the internet unless I really have to..Its all a big mind controlling lie....
Stand
5:15pm wednesday, 14th march
Yeah, good luck with that.
Reflection
12:56am thursday, 15th march
That is where my power comes from. I can let things go. I could never express what I know in words anyway.
Reflection
Stand