I remember a day of endless tacos, in the summertime of my youth, when nothing could go wrong, the day that never ended back when we were so immortal that we wasted minutes just because we had them, when we had nowhere to go but where we were, just then, and how delicious each of the tacos that we purchased, from an infinite purse that my parents held, so right the very one that was in our hand when they crunched like no authentic Mexican fare ever should, but being in the contemporary amusement park where we were, in that real America we all seem to remember when we lived where we were, the summertime of all youth, if you happened to grow up like we did, if you ate tacos like we did, one after another, without ceasing, pausing only to think how such a time would be that special type of forever, when we were young, and we would be young for all the days that were that day, that never ended: look, I’m still back up to the counter, with my parents’ money, asking for the next taco, so delicious, without needing to be anything else, like us, who were right just to be, without anyone asking anything of us but to be young and immortal, and crunch!
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11:32am sunday, 8th july
This is so touching, I need to share..ha,ha,ha.......I grew up on a popular beach in Florida. At about 8 years old me and my two friends would pool hop for money..Which means we would go from motel pool to motel pool for about a mile along the beach and dive for spare change at the bottom of the pool that vacationers lost.At the real fancy ones, we'd have to be sneaky or we'd get kicked out before we even got in the pool. By the end of the mile we'd end up with enough change to buy some french fries and cokes...The simplicity of childhood......
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4:52pm sunday, 8th july
Haven't heard this in awhile..Reminds me of the isolation of schiz....
I've come to a cool realization....Its all about control.....If you completely let go of everything and just absorb yourself into nothingness then I think that is as far as you can go. Buddhism is a lot about this theory........Everyone is looking for control...Gods,demons,humans,etc,etc....When you think about an eternal existence..Wouldn't you get tired of being in control of something and wouldn't that bring an annoyance or hindrance to your ultimate true freedom...?.......Ok enough philosophical ranting, but I think I'm onto something.......
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