It came to a head on Wednesday night, into early Thursday morning. So what basically happened was as if I performed an exorcism on myself. I mean, I had to struggle, I had to strain, not once, not twice, but again and again, to expel the demon Roksaza from me. But once again, Lord be praised, I prevailed. Though apparently, not all contact with the demon had yet been achieved. That, however, seems to be happening. He seems slowly to be draining out of all interactive space from me, as these days now progress. After that very late night, I went back up to 5mg of Zyprexa. I was, that event notwithstanding, feeling a bit tweaked from the decrease of meds, after about the first week. I think I achieved what I was meant to from that decrease — to confront the demon, and win against him. I’ll keep you all updated as more events unfold.
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12:29pm tuesday, 21st august
Corvette I drew the other day......
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12:34pm tuesday, 21st august
Don't fight with demons..Yes we can all be possessed by demons and not even know it. The battle is within. What is stated in all the writings Stand?......Being Holy...Ego,lust,desire......All these things open doors.If those doors are not open demons cannot enter and will flee.......Walk the walk..Its the only way......
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12:58pm tuesday, 21st august
Why do you think you are being tormented?.....Its really a blessing in disguise. If everything is going great you attach to this world, but true peace comes from walking in cleanliness......Just keep letting go of everything and understand how your spirit changes with desire, jealousy, lust, anger, and then remove them from arising and one day you will be walking down the street just laughing for no reason at how good it feels in enlightenment...
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1:06pm tuesday, 21st august
Oh yeah, this is a biggy.......Don't look for signs on the outside..True meaning is on the inside within..The external is just what it is....External and temporary..This dimension is controlled by evil influences. Don't go looking for signs on the outside, you will just be tricked. All the signs you wrote about showing you to go to New Zealand?..How did that turn out?....Everyone has their own truth and path to follow....I'm done talking...My spirit is so free now I could take a vow of silence and it wouldn't bother me...believe it or not......
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