What will I do if I actually get healed? Whatever processes are at work here, whether it truly is from above, or if it is just time, that natural forces have churned enough that the brain has solved the puzzle of how to cure itself of the disease — what if I am returned, one of these days, to a pre-drug teenager brain? Dostoevsky wrote about his reprieve from a firing squad, how he thought as he was being prepared to die, how if he could somehow survive, never from that point on ever to let any moment go to waste... and how that promise so soon afterwards fell by the wayside. I pray again and again, that if I am healed, not to forget the lessons I have learned, the miracles I have witnessed, but is this also a vain hope? I dunno, it may be that the madness is sort of a scaffolding, where the edifice of salvation was built into my soul. Something to think about, that there just might be a higher purpose after all. For everything.
Reflection
7:26pm wednesday, 26th september
You've got too many fingers in the fire....(Attachments).....folly ties its own bonds....Just let go..There is nothing to gain..Return to the root of all and just be......You have to choose........How many times does this planet have to be destroyed before people realize this?..I am not going to speak about this again.......
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9:41pm wednesday, 26th september
How utterly opposed to the thought of Jesus Christ is all asceticism, all religious isolation and retreat from the world. His aim was not to get his followers out of the world, but to get them into the world. Society, not solitude, is the natural home of Christianity.
– Maltbie D. Babcock
Reflection
12:17am thursday, 27th september
I know you want to be a warrior for Christ and all, but unless you are sinless, you are just part of the mud......There have been many sinless beings throughout time....Not just "Christ"..That is the problem with everything..Everyone wants to "Fight!" in the name of Christ......I think its not far of a possibility that "Christ" was created by evil....but whatever......I'm done with h13 and everything else........
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12:56am thursday, 27th september
Something to ponder..The earth wasn't made with big skyscrapers, computers, and all the other crap its become........
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1:27pm thursday, 27th september
I'm quoting the Christian bible..And what this means is "Christ" had become holy, so if you become holy, then you see the possession all around you..Becoming divine in nature is the real meaning of the words of Christ. Stripping away the false programming of the world and becoming new through repentance and perseverance til you are complete....No wonder you are performing self exorcisms..You have a chaotic "over achiever" spirit...Thus the saying.."Be quiet, watch,and listen." ..Not constant blogging about babble every second...
51 Suppose ye that I am come to give peace on earth? I tell you, Nay; but rather division:
52 For from henceforth there shall be five in one house divided, three against two, and two against three.
53 The father shall be divided against the son, and the son against the father; the mother against the daughter, and the daughter against the mother; the mother in law against her daughter in law, and the daughter in law against her mother in law.
How utterly opposed to the thought of Jesus Christ is all asceticism, all religious isolation and retreat from the world. His aim was not to get his followers out of the world, but to get them into the world. Society, not solitude, is the natural home of Christianity.
– Maltbie D. Babcock
Reflection
1:30pm thursday, 27th september
If you are gonna follow "Christ"..follow the words of "Christ."....not Maltbie D. Babcock.......Now you know the truth and do not have to be a babbling talking monkey the rest of your life like so many others..Be well.........
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11:41pm thursday, 27th september
I'm well aware of the contents of the Gospel, being on my 9th reading of the entire Bible. Be sure you read the whole thing before telling someone to use what's there.
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