i am inside out, heart on my sleeve
i have become something i love
shall i be consumed by pride?
shall i call my own name to the quest?
dreams i brought through my hands
into the land of the living
until i could see the purpose
of why my own suffering swatted me down
as the wind will go, without mention
i will whisper my promises
i will bring heaven here, bit by bit
with every kindness i commit
with love is light handed down
Reflection
3:36pm thursday, 4th october
You are a man of doubt and pride. Let me let you on to some wisdom...The creator doesn't need a upgrade in anything..Don't meander your life in immature passages of eternity as the devils middle man.......No wonder you are performing self exorcisms...No wonder you post 100 blogs a day....There is no inner peace....You cannot let go, because that old thing "the ego" needs fulfillment.........Be well....
Stand
6:00pm thursday, 4th october
You know I pray for you & Strawberry every day?
Reflection
11:18pm thursday, 4th october
I'm fine..I have not taken any medicine for almost over a year..Can't you tell my wild rants are gone....What a trip through hell that was, but once you come out of something like that you sure are fucking wise to "Whats really" going on......Would I do it again..No.....Life in human form is about conquering yourself.........Do I think prayer works?..No. Take Tibet for example..Every single second, someone is praying or spinning a prayer wheel and multiple times..Yet the Tibetans are still oppressed.....Its up to each individual to work out their demons, and once you do completely, that is when you really make a change..A big one.......
Reflection
11:23pm thursday, 4th october
Work of a schizophrenic or someone with patience?
Reflection
11:25pm thursday, 4th october
I'm detaching completely...Its been fun......Peace Stand......
Reflection
8:27pm saturday, 6th october
This will keep your mind busy for a bit..........He's pretty good..
Reflection
Stand
