It is the 24th anniversary of my most intense trip ever. I still am affected by it. It was perhaps the most defining moment of my life, and it happened when I was only 19 years old. How could it have gone differently? It gives me an idea of what it might mean, the concept of predestination, of destiny in general. If I had not seen that light, I might not be here now, for I was headed to leap off a 100 foot high bridge. But could it have really been different from what it was? I was trying to get out, out of this prison that we call a world, and when I had come back from experiencing that light, I knew that I had. Only just recently, I understood in depth what it actually meant: I was saved that day, and knowing that faith in the Lord does not lead to eternal life, but is eternal life, I understand now that I am on the outside, right now, looking in. What a life this has been, and to think that it is only halfway done, if the cards play out right. Hallelujah. Verily. Indeed.
I used to be about 7 or 8 years old when this was hot......I can't let you go Stand, you are not possessed enough.....You are just a kid.........
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11:14am sunday, 7th october
Music I did about a year ago..When you get to this level of musicianship you throw your instrument away...Sound is pretty much a disturbance here........
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