Yeah, I got lots going on, so enjoy these lyrics for now.
Through Glass
I’m looking at you through the glass...
Don’t know how much time has passed
Oh, God it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home sitting all alone inside your head
How do you feel? That is the question
But I forget... you don’t expect an easy answer
When something like a soul becomes
Initialized and folded up like paper dolls and little notes
You can’t expect a bit of hope
So while you’re outside looking in
Describing what you see
Remember what you’re staring at is me
Cause I’m looking at you through the glass...
Don’t know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
When no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head
How much is real? So much to question
An epidemic of the mannequins
Contaminating everything
When thought came from the heart
It never did right from the start
Just listen to the noises
(Null and void instead of voices)
Before you tell yourself
It’s just a different scene
Remember it’s just different from what you’ve seen
I’m looking at you through the glass...
Don’t know how much time has passed
And all I know is that it feels like forever
When no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head
– Stone Sour
Reflection
8:56pm thursday, 18th october
Elephant painting I've started.Part of my first batch of paintings..Has a bit of camera glare, but you get the idea.......
Reflection
12:25am friday, 19th october
Let me cue you in on some things Stand......It may help you in your Nano tech fusion program cyborg takeover of the universe.......We live in dimensions..Everything is dimensional....Look at a painting.....One dimension makes things look flat. Two dimensions make things look more real and so on.......Conquering the universe is childish.........
Reflection
12:27am friday, 19th october
A droid will never understand love......Never........The soul is the most important gift.....It can only be created by one.........
“In the pursuit of learning, one knows more every day; in the pursuit of following life, one does less every day. One does less and less until one does nothing at all, and when one does nothing at all there is nothing that is undone.”
Reflection
12:39am friday, 19th october
This is my last words of wisdom for awhile Stand..I know you are doing well and have come a long way out of hell, but there is much to learn........You must take the choice..Either go on for whatever amount of time thinking you are creating new things and just full of life progressing it forward and such.......Or you will take the path of ancient Buddhists, and even Jesus..Where there really is nothing to learn, just be humble and walk with the peace of knowing nothing is new.........
Reflection
12:43am friday, 19th october
Let me put it in my perspective..I used to live in Hawaii surfing big waves..You have a sense of power being that close to nature..Now Stand..Watch this video, and tell me if "The wall street" guys know anything about nature? http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7woVTuN8k3c
Reflection
12:54am friday, 19th october
Just curious where my mind is these days..You may want to save this. I am going to write a poem right now word for word..This is me...
Celibacy
Having experienced joys beyond reason I wonder?
Why do I still want a relationship?
Why?
After experiencing such bliss.
Life is never fair, although my mom
heard me say in a dream that "Life was fair"..
Flowers smell pretty when under the rainbow.
The flowers ask if everything will be alright after a flood.
Nothing is strange on this part of time.
And when we bask together still.
Sleeping we walk in ...........My mind has gone blank...........
Reflection
1:02am friday, 19th october
That was how if I let my "Mind" talk it talks.......This is how my soul talks....
Figured it out
Aha......Yes a program.
I've figured you out..Someone pushing buttons and controlling events.
But through trial and error...
I found the way out....And it it hidden within,
And no one will find it.
but me.....And the true source..
Because everything exists because of something, and I know.
And it does not care what you think.....
Reflection
