I wonder if it is true, that we leave it all behind. I mean, if there is an afterlife, that we will think no more of this sky, and this earth. That nothing of this world will survive us passing on. It is my feeling, when I step back from everything for a moment, that this life is only a test, a preparation only for the things we are truly meant for — for eternity, where we really belong. As the grown-up puts away the toys of his childhood, perhaps we will put away all the temporal things of this life when we are faced with that thing which we vaguely term, “forever”. And as a child fantasizes of his adult life, what it might mean to be grown, I will wonder at the life beyond life; and I think I will find it most different than what I imagine now, just as the adult finds his time of age not as he thought in those years back, wide-eyed at the prospect of it all.
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4:21pm thursday, 22nd november
The other day I was listening to a radio interview with America's leading and maybe the worlds theoretical physicist. He was saying how they really believe in a life of many dimensions now and how they think they may be able to go even before "The big bang" now....How maybe we were created from another dimension...And he was saying how science books are being re-written now..Ha,ha,ha....The same old story..The Gods pulling people's chains and laughing at our "human" wisdom..Ha,ha,ha,ha.........Duh!.....I new about other dimensions almost 15 years ago..From experience!..Shine on humans!..You're the center of all life and the highest attainment!.......Keep dreaming!..ha,ha,ha,ha,ha,ha,ha......
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4:22pm thursday, 22nd november
Oy yeah, I almost forgot..Happy steal the land from the Indians day!.....Enjoy!
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12:18pm saturday, 24th november
I have a friend Stand who is Schizophrenic and is sometimes drawn into obsessive delusional thinking that she is supposed to be with Eddie Vedder. Just like you were obsessed with Rosanna Arquette. Are you still?..and what do you evaluate from that experience, and what could I tell her? She says voices say she and Eddie Vedder say that their supposed to be together also......Sounds demonic to me. Trying to cause confusion ..but I want to hear your take..TRhanks.......
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2:44pm saturday, 24th november
I traveled in another dimension last night. This one was the weirdest yet. And it is funny. Just yesterday I sent a email telling Strawberry I really didn't care about art or anything that I have let go of attachments, and was just waiting for a portal to open up into another dimension...So there is a big correlation to what you think actually happening..I just can't put my finger on it yet totally..I can't make money just appear, so I haven't figured it out totally yet. I think if you think of something that the creator will allow, then it will happen..So basically it is up to the creator to decide what happens. I just watch carefully what I think, or try not to think and just let surprises happen..LOL..Which is more fun.On to the dimension experience....I was totally conscious of being in this dimension. It wasn't a dream..Dreams are a way more different..It's about being totally conscious of yourself and that you are in a totally different dimension spiritually.. Well I was flying in the air above these large waves in the middle of a ocean. I came down into the ocean and was balancing on a surfboard just immersed in the water a bit. Up from the water came this thing that looked like a big whale or shark. But when it breached the surface it was this G.I. Joe kind of figure. Like half machine and half man. He was like yellow in color and gave me a weird look like it didn't like me. Then there was this group of human like people and the leader came up to me and we shook hands. I tried to ask him if he was human, but I couldn't and I came back into this dimension and back into my body in bed. WTF?...It was 1000% times weirder than anything I have ever imagined..If people think they are ever gonna grasp the mind of the creator.........I got this for them....Ha,ha,ha,ha,ha,ha,ha..No fucking way.......
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6:15pm saturday, 24th november
I broke up with Arquette some years back. I hear she's with Leonardo da Vinci in the alternate reality I used to contact.
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6:57pm saturday, 24th november
Who's reality are you in now?....How many realities are simultaneously going on at once in existence?.....Maybe you should call Arquette or go hang outside her house and bump into her when she walks out, and ask her if Leonardo is treating her right...How can I get into the alternate reality? If I could I'd beat up Leonardo and then she would be all yours.........LOL
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10:31pm saturday, 24th november
The alternate "reality" was never more than dreaming while awake. I'm healing from it, bit by bit. Back to old mundane earth.
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