With small clouds of dust, life blows on by. I never get a clear sight of it: every time I am about to catch up to it, its wheels (or is it its legs?) speed up, and it races off into the distance again. It’s as if I am forever a remnant of the past, that there are people creating the future, right now, but I shall never know just what that is like, being even too slow to experience the present, lagging behind the current and genuine hours. Have I spent too much of my days dreaming? Was I not once young, ahead of the speed of all this progress, or was that a dream, too? I think back, and wonder at the youth who let these things slip by, imagining that time would never forget him. I let go of the reins of life, back then, thinking I could catch up, just race and seize things again. But look at me, who can only see what he has done, knowing not if what he does right now affects anything, if there really is a future at all. Time flies.
Reflection
3:57pm monday, 10th december
Stay out of the world Stand. I was givin the last sign I need last night. We are living in the Devils world. This is the devils domain. Stay completely out of it. With just one toe in it, you become it too. You are warned..........Let God reveal the plan, don't go after your desires, or you will be tricked.
Stand
9:21pm monday, 10th december
That's biblically true, that the devil is the prince of this world. That's the test: how will you do in a world that is inherently evil?
Reflection
10:21pm monday, 10th december
Yeah, I misjudged the adversary, I didn't think the devil could be in so much control, or given that much control. I won't tell you about the vision, but now I know completely what's going on. It is like a cycle going on and on and on with the same shit. Over and over and over......
Reflection
11:24pm monday, 10th december
Mind control madness......
Reflection
3:21pm tuesday, 11th december
You have to look at everything as spirit. Gagnam style......The devil must be proud..Look at how many people are singing and following along to lust..Like little sheep going to the slaughter..Another trend in a big cycle of trends. Just step off the merry go round. It is that easy.....
Reflection
Stand