The madness has a memory, I found this out long ago — it might be the first thing I learned of it. The madness has a memory, and it is my memory, used against me. The madness has a voice, and it is my voice, used against me. It is me against me, me outside the power of me, inside me. And yesterday, I woke with my heart broken, inexplicably, and I wondered what portent it might be, a sign of what, exactly? Then late in the night I understood, in these days where I feel myself healing, finally, where I have had previews of what it might be to have a mind that is whole again: it was the madness’ despair, that the curse left by the demon understood, with my understanding, that it is dying. Even that was used against me. But let me not complain at such things. Pain is not always bad.
Reflection
2:28am friday, 21st december
All of this is evil........We are going into the nano tech age. They say humans will have their limbs cut off on purpose and replaced with new technological limbs in the future..And you know damn well where this is all leading..Robot wars.....The game is still gonna be the same. No matter how advanced we get, the game will still be the same. Live in the holy spirit..This is the devils domain..Always will be......Everything is dimensional....
Reflection