Ever try to quit sin? All the stuff you do wrong, just to stop it all, completely? Last night I dumped the remainder of my marijuana and got rid of all my porn and stuff, all the while in something of a rush. I saw something, and it was all clear for a while there, that all that stuff should go. A rather wonderful feeling which I wished not leave. Tobacco, though — that's the killer. That's the thing I have to focus on quitting, the hardest.
Voices kind of active in my head at this point. Thinking of Philip K. Dick somewhat. He had had a similar experience back from 1974 to 1982, when he died. He wrote a trilogy, called the VALIS trilogy, while the stuff he experienced was going on in his head — a recommended read. He's the one who wrote Blade Runner and the short story behind Total Recall, if you've never heard of him. Perhaps the most paranoid man to have ever existed.
karla
2:58am friday, 31st august
The PORN? you got rid of the porn??? for goodness sakes, ya gotta have some kinda release, eh?
As for the tobacco, my banjo teacher Travis said that some native american tribes recommend eating as much tobacco as you smoke in a day to quit. happy munching.
and phillip k. dick rocks!
chel
7:46am friday, 28th december
dont you know that eating tobacco could probably make you really sick? come on ppl some sanity please!!!
Partoum Boufey
11:14am thursday, 11th april
1. Yes, the God is not you when truly it is not you more than ever before.
2. God is a pornography store night sales clerk.
3. Voices kind of raging in my head now: Move to L. A. and start a cult- Let them drink kool aid.
4. Isn't it amazing how many times celebrities feature in the thoughts of the brain diseased. Usually in a negative way.
5. For the experimental prophet, the most difficult thing is the actual writing. Get a jump on this as soon as possible for future immortality.
crystal
12:45am thursday, 18th july
i can say that i have stopped doing drugs,except smoking cigarettes. if anyone knows how to quit, please share the info. cause i'm having a real hard time.my aunt told me if you want to quit, just do it. mind over matter thing i guess.
karla
chel
Partoum Boufey
