Okay, I had another full-blown episode (if you couldn't tell by my last post). The angels in my head got me to believe that I had been a part of the rapture, and that I was walking around in heaven, only it just looked like earth. They also convinced me that I didn't need any clothes, or wallet, that this grand gesture I was making was throwing off the old, material world. So I was basically walking around naked for like an hour asking people if they had any spare clothes. Wild, huh?
Needless to say, I was picked up by police and sent away to the looney bin again. I had thoughts that I was the Antichrist, and also that I was one of the Two Witnesses of the Apocalypse (see Revelation 11). Philip K. Dick would be proud. So, what now? I guess I go on with life. I think I have to stop trying to reach beyond my means. Maybe that was the lesson the Lord had for me this time.
Maria
4:22am thursday, 1st november
hi Stand! Know what? I think you're quite a BEAUTIFUL person! Am so glad to read all this you wrote here.... I had too some PMD episodes in my past.... someday may be I'll be able to comment some of them with you! hope you're feeling allright by now and always better! Love, Maria
Kirstyn
3:09am monday, 22nd april
Hey Stand! i think your story is unbeliveable!i think what u went thru was horrible, yet i have learned a great deal from it. i thank you for that! i hope, and pray, that you're doing a lot better. if only there was some way i could meet you, though it'd be difficult, but id love to. i'd love to hear more of ur story, personally, face-to-face! i look up to you in a sense that you have survived a great deal, and that you never gave up. i think that is remarkable!im only 15 years old, and i feel that your story touched my heart, and ill keep in mind the rest of my life at a sense that since he survived what HE went through, i should be able to get through my problems too!! w/ the best of wishes, and ill pray for u always-
*Kirstyn*
Kirstyn
3:11am monday, 22nd april
PS if u want to wirte to me, my e*mail is LiLnickel86@yhoo.com
w/ much love always-
*Kirstyn*
vincent
8:40am saturday, 21st september
wow I thought that I had It bad because I thought that I was the son of satan and had actual visions of being thrown out of heaven with satan but your story is very much encouraging it certainly gave me hope that the Lord is faithful and willing to help if you just realise that he is your only true help. Iwill definately and continueslly pray for you.
much admiration
Vinny
Anonymous
1:15am friday, 1st november
The story you told was amazing, and you were quite brave to unleash it to the Internet. What I was wondering was why do schizophrenics seem to think that they are some religious entity such as Jesus? You got pretty heavy into the bible, with the names of a lot of different saints and devils. Not being a religious person, I can't understand this concept I guess. If you read this, I can't say I'm praying for you but I can wish you all the best.
morrison
9:58pm tuesday, 4th february
this is in reply to vincent's post:
God has no conditions to helping people; you don't have to be "SAVED" or 'christian' for God to be working in your life.
jj
2:34pm thursday, 31st july
Hi, glad to know that you are still alive, God has a purpose for you, but it's a purer purpose...
I just got out of a 6 month relationship with a guy who resembles you in alot of ways, I'd like to talk about it with you-I'm interested...
I share alot of common bounds with you.
ju_jujohnson@mail.com
Maria
Kirstyn