Little distortions still pop up from time to time. Once, deep in my madness, the Peter Gabriel cartoon in my head (yes, the singer) turned the word "complete" in the song "In Your Eyes" into "compete". And occasionally, when I hear that song, the words "I am complete" sound like "I am compete". Seamlessly — it sounds like it's always been like that. Then, I listen to this one car commercial, for Chevy, and the announcer's voice I can't snap out of another distortion: he comes through all nasal sounding. I think I remember from back before, when at least that commercial was normal, and I recall that he did not sound like that. It's my mind's idea of a practical joke, I could say.
I remember, too, in my last apartment, that I couldn't figure something out. I couldn't tell if, when the refrigerator started, that the electrical system in the building was so weak that the lights dimmed a little, or if it was my eyes playing a trick on me every time. Almost every time, that is, and that's the rub: I could swear that there were times when the lights didn't dim. ...the persistence of madness. Traces. It's not that bad, nowadays, even if these things annoy me from time to time. At least I'm not trying to commit suicide trying to reach another plane of existence. One may wonder how I even make it this far.
Kyle
3:27am monday, 18th march
back again....many times I get these distortions..many times when looking at normal everyday things.
Stand
1:18am tuesday, 19th march
How long, now, since you've been on the meds? It may take some time before they have any great impact on the hallucinations.
John
7:14pm tuesday, 17th september
Hello. My first time posting in here
Im always feeling that my mother's laptop plays tricks on me. So please forgive me.
Random Person
6:28am tuesday, 20th april
Actually, that's just the electrical system. That happens in my house all the time.
Kyle