I am less than the sum total of my dreams;
I wonder if they will forget me one day.
I am more than the decisions I have made:
many things about me I did not choose.
I wonder at the stars and imagine
how it would be if they wondered back.
Sometimes I feel deeper than an ocean,
sometimes I feel as shallow as a grave.
Nothing we are to see in the world
has ever lost completely its mystery,
and nothing in the world holds mystery
like that which within us dreams.
Raymond
1:29am thursday, 21st march
Spaces of voids in our hearts
cannot feel the pain that is caused
by love ones gone astray.
It hurts for yesterday
not knowing tommorrow
waiting for hope
looking for peace.
Wondering why is the the pain will not leave
not caring that anyone else cares
just wanting to go back to yesterday.
Knowing that tommorrow will be better
because someone has freed up a new dream
that could make life worth livng anew.
Raymond