Hey, if maybe you're sick of just me telling you stuff, here's something I took down while being institutionalized (the seventh time, just having gotten out a couple days ago). A fellow patient gave me this poem:
My Lord
While living in a world of trouble,
Destruction all around:
So many hearts are aching,
The solution nowhere to be found.
Then I hear your words
Look for your answer in Psalms,
"Oh Lord the Lord I seek,
day and night I seek you
To give to those who do not dare."
I'm using this without permission, but I hope she doesn't mind me sharing this with you. This poem was of wonderful comfort to me while I was on the inside. I had this one, which kinda only I get:
When less than hope in brightness fails
Fear ignited it: faith
Hope must fail. Truce.
It's of personal meaning, only, this one. So personal that I don't quite get it all, myself.
Tricia
12:57pm friday, 10th september
I have been looking for my childhood friend, "Kreshna Kouma", for the last 8 years. The poem above....could that be her? I don't know if you speak to this person anymore, but please, if at all possible...tell her, Tricia from Hawthorne, is looking for her. She is missed very much, and even though we've had our times of "going our own ways", somehow, we've always met up with one another. I love you and Miss you, Kreshna. LOVE, TRISH nutrisha64@aol.com or nutrisha02@hotmail.com
Tricia
11:05am friday, 31st december
Still searching, still hoping... to find my long lost friend, Kreshna Kouma. Kreshna! Where are you? PLEASE . . . anyone knowing this person, Kreshna, please send me message. Thank you! Kreshna, I love you and miss you! LOVE, Your Sis, Tricia
Kim
12:11pm wednesday, 22nd june
I too am looking for Kreshna. Its been a couple of years (2-3)since I spoke to her. If you know how to reach her, please tell her to call me (she has the number) or email me at tntmomma@hotmail.com. I want to know how you are doing Kreshna!
Tricia
12:07pm thursday, 29th december
Kreshna, still haven't heard from ya. And Kim, do I know you? Are you from Hawthorne, CA? Please write and let me know if you've heard anything new of kreshana, okay. Thanks.
My Email: nutrisha2000@sbcglobal.net
Tricia
10:05pm sunday, 26th february
Still no word from my long lost friend. I've heard thru the grapevine that she passed away, but I do not believe it. Kreshna! Please call me at mom and dad's in Hawthorne; you know the number...it's still the same ol' one! I went to the cemetery the other day to visit Pops and my beautiful mother; I cleaned their graves and talked to them for awhile. But I really want to talk to you... so please, call me!
Love Always, Trish
Kim
2:10pm tuesday, 28th march
Yes Trish, you know me. My daughter is Kreshnas niece, Eds daughter. You dated Tim, I dated Tom. I have not heard from Kreshna, but I do know she was really sick. I will email you.
TINA
12:12am thursday, 28th february
HELLO: Are you still looking for Kreshna? If so, get in touch. I think I can help you.
TINA
TRICIA
8:05pm wednesday, 12th march
Tina! Yes I am STILL trying to find her or find out what has become of her.PLEASE email me as soon as you get this! My email is nutrisha2000@yahoo.com
TRICIA
10:16am sunday, 30th march
TINA! WHERE ARE YOU? YOU HAVEN'T RESPONDED TO MY POST? YOU SAID YOU COULD HELP ME.....SO PLEASE.....CONTACT ME ASAP AT NUTRISHA2000@YAHOO.COM. THANK YOU.~TRICIA
Tricia
7:17am friday, 23rd may
Well I am disappointed that you tease me with a little bit of hope and disappear. And where is the author of this website? Shouldn't "HE" be able to tell me SOMETHING about my sister, Kreshna? Somebody somewhere knows something!! Where's her son? Damn it! They didn't just fall off the face of this earth! There's someone who loves them (both Kreshna & son Michael); and they need to know it! By the way Kreshna...if you're reading this...I have a son named Michael too!! I have 4 sons! I'm going to be a grandma in October! Please call me at Mom & Dads; same number as always; remember "666"? I love you Sister and want to see you! I'm real, honey; not make believe...so PLEASE call me ASAP!!!!!
Your Sis Forever,
Tricia
Stand
4:43pm friday, 23rd may
Sorry, I only had a very brief contact with Kreshna. I saw her when I stayed at SF General's psyche ward, and only met her long enough to write down the poem. I hope you find her soon.
Tricia
4:38am friday, 27th june
Dear Stand,
When was your brief encounter with Kreshna? What was her health like? Why was she in the Psyche ward? Was she physically ill? What was she like (HAPPY, SAD, LONELY, ANGRY, OBLIVIOUS, WACKED, SICK, SPIRITUAL)? If you got a poem from her, you must of talked to her a little bit...please, Stand, do you think she may still be there? If you do not want to post on this website, then please write me personally at nutrisha2000@yahoo.com. PLEASE!!!!!
Thank you, Stand!!
KRESHNA D'ON KOUMA... I'M STILL YOUR SISTER AND I'LL NEVER STOP SEARCHING FOR YOU. I MISS YOU AND I LOVE YOU AND I CARE ABOUT YOUR WELL BEING!! GET IN TOUCH WITH ME, PLEASE!!!!
LOVE YA FOREVER,
Trish Asay
Tricia
4:41am friday, 27th june
PS TO STAND...
Do you know how to get in touch with this Tina person who says she can help me?
Tricia
4:43am friday, 27th june
Another P.S.
Your clock is off on your posting times; it's only June 26, 2008 and it's only 9:43 pm.! Just so no one thinks I'm a tweaker, posting all these posts at tweaker hours! Know what I mean, Vern?
Stand
4:38am sunday, 29th june
This was 7 years ago, back in 2001. She seemed rather content when I talked to her, but didn't talk to her that long, just about long enough to write down this poem. I'm sure she's not there anymore, at San Francisco General. I don't know who this Tina person is, and it was cruel of her to post she could help without letting you know how to get in touch with her. I hope you find her.
p.s. I know, it's Greenwich Mean Time, over England.
Hiposaasa
2:24am saturday, 26th july
OOO, Interesting story))
Q
1:32pm sunday, 7th february
I am still looking for you, Honey.
P-L-E-A-S-E call my dads house or even my cell no @ 424-229-0566. Please, Kreshna, I want you to call me to let me know you are still alive and well. If not... I owe you a QUILT PIECE. I love you and all your family and visit Pops and my mom, sister, nephew, grandma, uncle, Grand-Niece and many friends at Pacific Crest Cemetery. I NEED TO KNOW!
Please, if ANYONE knows anything, I need to know. I want her brother, Eddie Koumna, to be buried with her, if that be the case. (which I pray is not).
Please, someone, let me know FACTS. Kim, if you still READ THIS, PLEASE WRITE ME BACK, ASAP. 2/7/2010
Stand
7:17pm tuesday, 21st september
Because of comment spam, this post will be closed down to further comments. Sorry.
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