There are terrors of night no hand may comfort, no heart calm.
There are joys of day no sorrow will kill, no suffering conquer.
There are those who believe not in such things, and so, live neither.
me?!
7:48am monday, 24th february
Liked this one.True,very true..
But to you stand,i have something i have been meaning to ask you for quite some time now: did you feel beeing diagnosed and all of that as a personal defeat? I mean the body is equiped to handel all that can occur within it,therefore i wonder wheather it came easy to you accepting it all?? If not then(,since you seem to believe you were unable to handel the situation in the cours of the illness yourself,)but today when it all is somewhat more distant??
Stand
8:06am monday, 24th february
Strangely enough, since the beginning of my first episode, I thought that schizophrenia would be kinda cool to have. I though better of that feeling as the disease progressed. It's quite a stigma, but no, I never thought of it as a defeat.
me?!
11:18am monday, 24th february
Hmm..strange you should say so..
Then ill proceed to my next question(wich i got plenty of,i know,i know i ask to much.Guess thats just one of my flaas..) Anyways,here it comes : Do you believe that all those who see things others can not are crazy? jus wondering..
me?!
4:07pm monday, 24th february
(the other half of my question did not get posted so here it is..) And do you believe only in what you see,coz i know Christians tend to have a somewhat squared view on matters like this one.No offence or anything,did not mean it as a bad thing,only talking from experiences ive had..
Stand
5:38pm monday, 24th february
I believe that 99.99% of the time, if someone can see something no one else can, they're nuts. There is, of course, that other 0.01%.... I answered the other question here.
me?!
8:37pm monday, 24th february
I thank you deeply for your response.Still i do believe that you Christians(in fear of equalizeing you all)could be somewhat more openminded,that is my opinion.. But we all can only BELIEVE that which we can not support with solide evidence,so i will hold nothing against those with your views.It would be impossible for me to convince you,guess its the same with God,unless you have experienced him/it you will have great difficulties believing..But keep an open mind everybody,the average man might hold great powers and gifts the rest does not posses...
And when in need you might be able to take advantage of these powers,to me this is basic physics,but i guess you feel that with Christianity as well.Anyways i am glad i now know your opinion on the matter,this will make it easier for me to relate to you in the future.Next time i find something stupid to ask you(that beeing very likely concidering ive already got a million already..) would you rather i send you an email,and keep this site clear for those who want to post comments about your poems??If so let me know,i got the feeling i am wasting space here...
Stand
8:42pm monday, 24th february
Whatever's more convenient, me?!.
me?!
8:51pm monday, 24th february
Only thinking what will be the best solution for you and all those who read this site.I dont believe my silly questions will peak the interest of too many,so to spare them,and you having to waste space on them on your site..
So whatever suits you,Stand.Just let me know and i will grant you your wish :)
Stand
9:34pm monday, 24th february
Okay, email me. I think that's more personal, anyway. Cheers.
me?!
9:52pm monday, 24th february
As you wish :) but i will try to restrain my curriousity.Might be a little overwealming with all these questions all at once ;) Dont wanna wear you out eather :D
But i will once more warn you bout my crappy dataskills.Today at the most resent i got a message where it said that my last email to you had been delayed and never reached its destination(and i mean,that was ages ago if i remember correctly..)
Rading through some of your first entries again(while listening to queen and bohemian rapsody..),they still fascinate me to the utmost,i really must say.Better get back to the rading,and in the future i will email u instead of wasting space here(guess that put a smile on many faces,at last :)
So long you Lord of both Madness and Sanity,until we speak(write)again...
cul8r
me?! AGAIN
11:06pm monday, 24th february
The time is late,the clock shows over midnight.Darkness avaits me outside,compleately forgot the time while reading your stuff..consumed me..anyway i am leaving now!Though the thought is far from appealing.The dark really does suck!!
Gnight yall! Peace and much luv i grant yall from the depths of my soul..
The end
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