What have I desired? I have wanted things impossible for a man to achieve. In my madness I did desire to be the sovereign God over all, and to be an Archangel, and to be a prophet of the ages; I desired a land called Eutopia, where all were to live forever in Heavenly bliss; I desired that there be no Hell. I have wanted, too, things of a misguided romance: I desired True Love to carry my heart through eternity, I desired to have been written of in ancient prophecy, I desired to float away into the realms concocted by my imagination's eye and never return to earth. What have I desired? All of it — the madness of wants — they poured into simple molds, if I think of it: I desired only that somehow I mattered, that someone heard me, that someone out there cared. Just a jot somewhere in the books of time: this man existed, this man lived a life.
me?!
7:51am tuesday, 11th march
Well, we certainly know you exist..!!! And as for the love thing,that might very well come true. where theres hope there are possibilities ,one never knows what the future might hold for us,unfortunately. Keep sharp, Stand.
anon.x
9:56am tuesday, 11th march
your desires seem quite normal, if there is such a thing!! what i mean is quite healthy! any decent person desires that same thing, for Eutopia!!
and we all want to matter, at least to someone, and rest assure, you are loved and cared about by at least two people, and at least one person who is willing to give their life for you
me?!
anon.x