I feel as if I am going down well-worn grooves, traveling time-beaten paths. Not roads that others have carved, but my own ways, my own footprints innumerably tread upon one another. I feel perhaps that I need a change, but even that is a tired feeling. I don't know what I want, it seems. I am taking a vacation soon, and maybe that will help — just to get away from everything, a grand shift in scenery — but is this deeper than that? Is it just that I am getting older, and these things I do, these habits... is it that living in itself is getting old? No, I have not had my fill of this life, I don't think (like that song "Circle of Life" says, there is more to do than can ever be done), but maybe I need to go a path I at this point am unaware of. Find something new, though that means just something new to me, something I have never before considered. I wonder what?
me?!
1:20pm thursday, 26th june
..well good luck both with the vacation and the change..I hope you find what you are seeking!
me?!