I think I had a breakthrough last night. It was softer than the last time, way back in the spring of '97, but I think I got it. I think I'm sane again. That tagline I have above really came and bit me on the butt, huh? "Once madness was here." It truly was.
I made up another aphorism last night:
Love is so simple people will never understand it.
It is the simplest thing in the world, and yet it is infinitely creative. If you try and think about it, all you get is a mass of contradictions. It was in that poem I wrote on this site, not too many days ago: "love I find is nothing more than a heart". I really think that's it, nothing more or less, not the grand metaphysical scheme I had once imagined that that wonderful four-letter word was. But do you see? What is a heart capable of? This is the way it makes sense to me, maybe it's subjective. Maybe love is something like that but different to you. Different for everyone.
Hey, maybe I'll get back to that chronological account I need to get back to, about this madness' course last time. Its course this time was pretty well documented here, and if you haven't yet, please browse.
kamina
2:43pm monday, 22nd october
I read this 3 times. It's hypnotizing. Hypnotixing because it is so.... true
Peter
8:02pm monday, 22nd october
I just wanted to say that in that one little line you have summed up what most of us continue to think about throughout our life but that we can never put into words
Serena190
1:30am friday, 26th october
It's always the simple things that people are confused over. I've seen that. And it's happened to me before. It's not until you know that you understand, and then you smack yourself and go "OF COURSE! GAH!" By the way, i'm a new reader here, and I honestly can't remember where I found--wait. I think I found your banner on the top of a blogspot blog. Yes. Now I remember. Very deep, twisting, almost frightening journal you have here. Do you mind if I link to it?
Serena190
1:31am friday, 26th october
Derr. *smacks her forehead* Sorry if I sounded cold there. Didn't mean to. Err, I mean would you mind if I linked to it? *^^*;;
Stand
2:31am friday, 26th october
Don't mind one bit. Link away. (~_~)
tgho
9:23pm sunday, 28th october
Rather reminds me of that Jackie Leven album title: "The mystery of love is greater than the mystery of death"
kamina
Peter
Serena190
Serena190