What have I been doing? I have been working on things. I have been wondering about meaning, and truth. I really have. If not to quantify them (for I know not what that kind of train of cogitation might entail), to clarify these modes of transport for our hopes, and plans, and dreams. To work with them as one who delves in information systems might think he is obligated to do, if he had the facilities. And perhaps I may. I wonder at how the same words, set in different contexts, could have no effect at all, or hit one like a ton of bricks, could save, or cause the destruction of. I have this idea (not a new one, but original enough the way I approach it) that everything is information — all matter, all energy. That causation is merely the exchange of information. But the metaphysics, and the physics, is not so much to my predisposition as this virtual matrix we have created within the electric dream of computers. And I am making progress. I really am. It is, at the worst, like a torture — but never quite that bad. And it is, at its best, like magic — but better.
Reflection
12:07am friday, 21st october
Someone stop this merry-go-round, I want to get off.
Reflection
Stand