I am oppressed by numbers: everything means something. 7 with 11, 11 with 7, 7:11 in the morning after I’ve stayed up all night, 11:07 pm glancing down from the local news, even 1:17 in an average afternoon — all these point to something being figured out or some such epiphany appearing before me. 6:16 pm is the worst of times, for that was one of the numbers of the Beast, when spelled with different letters: a variety on NERO CAESAR. 211 relates to a number of a class I was taking in 1988 — back to the infinite light that makes that year a herald of great phenomena. For some reason, 211 has something to do with relationships; it’s complicated. And actually, the class number was 15-211, and of course, 15 is one of the numbers of God. As is 26. These numbers are good, but as it is with enlightenment, I must shed even the good karma. I must escape these numerologies, somehow. Somehow.
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9:32pm saturday, 22nd march
Stand there are higher powers.My ego was crushed again.I started to get an ego, because I have suffered alot and I kinda look down on people sometimes for their weakness.I felt a power tonight that told me to not do what has been done to you.I always new there were higher powers, that don't ever communicate unless inspired.Hold that truth.Friend
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10:01pm saturday, 22nd march
"I'm doing time in a maximum security twilight home" - Alien Sex Fiend
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11:09pm saturday, 22nd march
I always get the numbers 6:07 on the clock.All the time.When I went to ship Alex Anatoles The truth about taoThe shipping was 6.66Stand I belive we are beyond games.
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